Spirit of the Wolves

I'm 13 turning 14 very soon and for once I'd wanna feel loved and accepted. I've always felt uncomfortable in my own skin yet when I pass someone on the sidewalk I suddenly feel confident and strong. I've been hurt by my Father for multiple reasons and whenever I speak of it my friends try to comfort me but they just dont help. I LOVE being outside, I've always thought it was because my dad basically locked me in my room all day everyday. My life is caos and i hope that all of you can help me and be the family to me that even my own blood family can't be.